October 2010
48 posts
September 2010
35 posts
“He claimed that he constantly put his heart on the line, & im just wondering...”
– MJQ
Before I Leave.
I just want to make a post about Love like most are. One important key to loving someone the right way that I’ve learned is to never be selfish. When your in a relationship it’s not just about YOU anymore its about YOU & YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER. And when you’ve come to the point that you feel like you truly love someone; You do whats best for them. Put into perspective how...
Taking The First Step.
That’s what I am doing for myself. I know hella people will judge me on this, They will probably run their mouths with it too & I’m sure that a lot of people won’t understand and think its a whole bunch of BS. I can’t say I don’t care cause I do a little bit. I’m taking in the fact that their is in fact a problem with me. Simply, I’m fighting it in...
I'm feeling depressed, but all i could do is laugh...
I’m a girl. I have feelings. I overreact. I...
“I miss you & hate that everything around me is some how incorporated with a...”
– MJQ
Dont Rush The Process
You gotta let it slowly progress.
Changes never happen in an instant. For some they might for others it may take longer. Whether it may be waiting for a change, or making that change. We all have to take lil steps to reach big successes. I keep wanting to get everything done at once and see results right after, but that’s just not going to happen. I, myself have to embrace the fact life and...
Love is LOVE
We all make mistakes in relationships, regardless of them it doesn’t mean we love the person any less. Just because we may have done something, just means we’re stupid and fuck up once ina while. I hate when people say “If you really loved me then you wouldn’t have blah blah blah”. Hypocrisy, since I’ve probably said it before but STILL. Shit is bound to happen...
After Party -Koffee Brown <3
“Aint tripping off you, Got my sneaks laced up
You falling behind, Better keep...”
– MJQ
Small Vent.
I’ve been having the worst sleeping habits and problems. I am not sure why but I keep waking up and feel wide awake. I need to find someone who I can call and help me fall asleep or just stay up with me. The people I run to fail to do that for me or I feel like I am bothering them. I hate the feeling of waking up early in the A.M. being wide awake and feeling LONELY. I suppose its...
QUICK POST!
Since I just woke up & i got a shitload of homework.
Today, During an assembly in my third period we had a speaker come in. Now, when speakers come in I could give a less of two fucks what they talk about and just be in own zone doing shit, but This DUDE WAS FUCKING DEEP. He talked bout his life and being homeless at the age of fourteen and how he had to hop around places finding ways to...
In The Morning -J.Cole
Dont Question My Happiness.
My close friend lately has been complaining about the decisions I’ve been making for myself. The biggest issue was the one with my boyfriend. I had doubts before and was indecisive about my feelings and our relationship, but after a shitty three days trying to work things out; Me & him Prevailed. I can honestly say right now I am the happiest I could be with him. We’ve learned to...
No bullshit
“Im not striving to be different, Im striving to be myself.”
– MJQ
PROJECT POETRY ?
I wanna start putting together spoken word videos. I’ve been watching some and is mos def inspired! Im start hopping on ideas & writing more. Im really excited to get this started! Help would been absolutely wonderful. This is something im gonna start & end.
“When you feel something slipping from your fingers, You grasp harder.”
– MJQ
Don't base your decisions on the advice of people...
afuckingmen.
Ventilation System
for tonight; i choose Tumblr.
I stay mad at MYSELF. Ive always been consumed by doubts but I could never digest the full reason why. Only consequences of being unsure& 50/50 is hurting someone you didn’t want to. So far i came to the conclusion that over some time I have built up my expectations to a level im not sure anybody wants to be at. I must admit i probably fit the stereotype...
GOALS
Im swearing to myself; Ima quit everything. I hate all the disapppointment from loved ones & in myself.
No bullshit, Im on my school&independent hype.
Loving myself, mos def feeling confident.
Stay family involved.
arabeezy:
I’ve made up my mind. Don’t need to...