I understand that your past follows you and all this drama is sweeping into our relationship. Honestly, normally I would have left a long time ago and I really can’t explain why I don’t want to. But as long as you can reassure me that you won’t leave and go back than I will stay here deal with…
Youngin barely turnin seventeen! But its okay! Hope all your wishes come true! Just make sure you stay on the islands. (; buaha! So to start this off , Its been a year since we’ve “met”. I cant believe it. I can still remember you saying “nah nah nah”. or Me making a fishy face with my hands! Cute shit Cute shit. Times when we first webcamm’d & my shit was upside down. & when we started talking on the phone AUTOMATIC CLICK! Non-stop talking about everything. We talk bout the randomest shit & get into deep talks easily. Ive told you shit i barely tell anybody, i can trust you. Ive told you all the fucked up thangs, & you never onced judge me. You always tried to be here the best you can for me. Ive cried to you bout shit, & i barely cry to people these days! We’ve become so close in so little time, I hope we dont ever drift apart again. I love you with all my heart! xoxo! Ill always be here, no doubt bout it ! You will always be my favorite! memeber im #1 BITCHASS TRICK ! :D
I read your message on facebook last night & i got to admit my heart dropped a little bit. I feel really guilty that we’ve havent been talking as much as we used to which was EVERYDAY. I still no doubt will always be here for you, just a call &text away. Im sorry I’ve been caught up in other things, I usually run to you when anything happens. At times you may not say the right things to comfort me, but tell me what i need to hear. THE TRUTH. I must admit to, im so grateful to have you in my life. Thank you Kirsten&Paul for bringing him to me. I hope me & you get back on track with US. I miss our conversations & endless talks about anything. & thats what i admire the fact nothing ever gets boring! We always find something to talk about. I have lost and missed something in my life for a lil while now. I think its you ? Well, i know we’ll talk soon & you’ll probably see this post. Neway I love you, forever will Fave. <3
I believe we had something really good. The connnection was an automatic click, you effortlessly made me laugh and smile. We were unlike any other couple. I just love how we were so adventorous and you always put me first BEFORE ANYTHING. You made me feel safe,confident,special, and most of all loved 24/7 but i guess that was just in the beginning. I went through HELL just to stay & be with you. I wanted to show you that someone did really love & care for you when you felt like NO ONE did. I lied to my family too many times, stayed away form home for a lil while. I ruined my mothers relationship with me. I lost all trust with family. I put my own sis/bestfriend at risk too. I dealt with your lying and past gfs. No not because i was jealous or insecure but because theres boundaries on what you say/do with other girls. I was lenient at first, but i gave you too much trust and was blind sided. I didnt want to have to compete withother girls and them calling you in the middle of the night with their CURRENT boyfriend problems. You broke promises that i didnt ask you to make, cause i didnt want to force you to do something you didnt want to. Either way, we didnt end on a good note . It took us a while just to be friends and i was there for you those couple of nights when you needed me. Regardless of all the bullshit, Im still your friend. I just hope you remeber that.