Homewreckers & cockblockers need to respect people who are in relationships. Don’t be on someone who is obviously taken. I trust my dude to the fullest, i just don’t trust those girls out there who think its okay to be all up on him. & as for dudes who swear like they better then my boyfriend and try to get with me. Stfu & stop cause you’ll never reach his level. Mainly, you wouldn’t want someone to try & snatch someone form you; So why would you do it ? Just try & respect people who are in relationships. Easy as that.
My worst nightmare: That one day, any girl will take my spot. That one day a girl will sit with you, laugh with you, smile with you, & have a good time with you. That one day a girl will realized that you’re amazing. That one day that girl becomes your girlfriend. That one day she takes my spot for good. That one day you will forget about me because you’re busy thinking about her. Yeah, that scares me the most. Because, I want to be that girl. I want to be only girl. I don’t want anyone to take my spot. Why? Because, if anyone takes my spot; there won’t be anyone else who can take yours . . . which is probably going to be the worst reminder that I lost my spot to her.
I know in relationships people come off feeling like the other person doesn’t trust them in certain situations but in truth we just don’t trust who there with. We know you won’t do anything but that doesn’t guarantee that the other person won’t try something. Yes, you’ll probably stop it and won’t let it get anywhere; It doesn’t change the fact the other person is trying. It’s not that I am not trusting you, it just feels uncomfortable. I guess to be one hundred is, I am scared to death of loosing you.
I don’t do it hoping that hella people will follow me or try to impress others. I say what I feel needs to be said or write what I feel needs to be read. & when people like my post or reblog i get the satisfaction of knowing that we share a common thought. My Tumblr isn’t the most interesting, but it does reflect who I am. So, it is what it is.
I am pretty sure we’ve all experienced jealousy. We have compared ourselves to so many others and felt that we wish we could change our physical appearances. I myself go through this a whole damn lot. It’s hard to love ourselves when you feel like you would be loved more if you changed. Along with when you hear other guys talk about girls and you don’t seem to fit that description. Ladies we think we would be more beautiful,sexy,or pretty with bigger breast, more curves, skinnier, or bigger ass. If not just changing our bodies; It’s changing how we dress or act. I find it morally pathetic, even in myself. Its taken me time to love ME. I’ve accepted that I don’t got the BADDEST body, but I know I am sexy in my own way. My body, my face, my personality, and everything about me is AMAZING. We all have differences and those distinct uniqueness about ourselves make us stand out. Be who you are without feeling like you are gonna be judged. Those who judge you are just ignorant to one type of beauty. Love yourself and know your worth more then anyone’s opinions.
Relationships don’t always need that constant “i love you” & “i miss you” or the rest of that gushy gushy stuff. After a while, it will get tiring and old. I am happy to be with someone who I feel like is one of my best friends and a lover. Its just about the right balance. We cus,call each other names, diss each other and its all just good fun joking. We can just take walks & talk and its just simply the most wonderful feeling. We’re able to kick it with friends and not make it feel like third wheeling. We act like ourselves making weird noises and saying weird shit. At the same time we do have our lovey dovey moments just at the minimum. We got an understanding and don’t have that whole attachment thing. I guess we all have different relationships, and i just appreciate having this unique one<3
All we can do is be here for eachother through the best of our abilities. Love eachother to our hearts content. Try to fully understand where be both come from and get through every possible obstacle we can TOGETHER. Its really all about trying our hardest and putting in the effort and that should be the only goal. Forever just seems too ignorant, but for however long this journey goes with you I will cherish every moment of it. Good&Bad.
Now-er days it seems as if our generation looks to alcohol, weed, pills, and whatever is out there to have FUN. Most people would think doing everything while having one or more of these substances in you will make it fun-er or better. Is this what we do to have a good time now that we’ve grown a lil bit? Im not saying its wrong to do once ina while; Cause HEY i like to sometimes too! But excessively on every chance we get? COME ON NOW! Just a couple of days ago, I was kicking with a few friends, SOBER, and it was still mad chill. I was laughing and enjoying myself just having some good clean fun. All you really need is good company and good vibes. Its the perfect mix for a natural high.
Yes, we all complain over people and the fuck ups they do. We’ve all been hurt, disappointed, and confused. We can hold grudges; Stay mad & bitch, But honestly…what for? I do love the quote:"Every sixty seconds you stay mad, is a minute of happiness you can’t get back." Shit happens, but we have to accept that that’s how life goes. We can make most of what happen and get through it; Or seep into the misery of it and let it overcome us. Its understandable we can’t instantly be happy over situations that could really frustrate us, but we can take into mind that life goes on and we should move along with it. Embrace life as much as you can and all that brings you and know that it all molds who you are. I always get caught up in bullshit and forget this and become overemotional. But coming back to this always help. I am trying the best of my ability to change for myself to make shit work for me & him. Its not always bout whats wrong with the other person or situation but what you can do to make it right. Therefore, I will make things better no matter how much time and effort it will take. A fucking men.
I’m not sure what I am doing but I know either way both decisions hurt. I can’t get over the shit you’ve done. But I can’t let you go. How much can I really trust you when I never hear shit straight from you? It always comes out of someone mouth. Everyone seems to know shit I don’t. And I thought being your girl would make an acception to know more then others but apparently I was just there maybe just for entertainment or company. Who knows. I want to believe eveything you say so bad and be with you. But you just haven’t changed and shit you said to me yesterday just don’t help. Hmmmm I’m kind of at a lost for words since I guess we both accepting the fact it’s done.
This is how we act when shit really comes down to it ? Yes, I’m stubborn and act like a damn kid at times. Everybody does with certain things, i don’t care who the fuck denies it; ITS TRUE. I admit it to the fullest. I’m just grateful to know that i finally realized who truly cares about me and tries to do their best to be here for me without me ASKING. Those who know when something is wrong and don’t leave me til they know that I’m okay. Even when their going through their own bs and put that aside to help me. I can’t stress enough on how grateful,blessed,& happy just to have those FEW people in my life. & Their is a handful of people right now that i honestly trust and truly care about. It hurts real bad to know that i lost people like you, but I guess I’m just not as important to you. Cool off it though. I’m going to get over it and maybe we’ll talk shit out one day. Since i know that saying “i really do care about you and i will be there anytime you need me”, doesn’t prove anything til the person proves it. BIG UPS to people who have stuck around.